♥ Irah Sayang Mak Hari-hari ♥

~Otanjoubi Omedeto Okasan~

smoga pnjang umur n murah rezki ^_^

Who should I give my love to?

My respect and my honor to

Who should I pay good mind to?

After Allah

And Rasulullah

Comes your mother

Who next? Your mother

Who next? Your mother

And then your father

Cause who used to hold you

And clean you and clothes you

Who used to feed you?

And always be with you

When you were sick

Stay up all night

Holding you tight

That's right no other

Your mother (My mother)

Who should I take good care of?

Giving all my love

Who should I think most of?

After Allah

And Rasulullah

Comes your mother

Who next? Your mother

Who next? Your mother

And then your father

Cause who used to hear you

Before you could talk

Who used to hold you?

Before you could walk

And when you fell who picked you up

Clean your cut

No one but your mother

My mother

Who should I stay rigt close to?

Listen most to

Never say no to

After Allah

And Rasulullah

Comes your mother

Who next? Your mother

Who next? Your mother

And then your father

Cause who used to hug you

And buy you new clothes

Comb your hair

And blow your nose

And when you cry

Who wiped your tears?

Knows your fears

Who really cares?

My mother

Say Alhamdulillah

Thank you Allah

Thank you Allah

For My Mother

*i was doubting my good deeds recently

*'doing good thangs' to others while me myself is in need (i need that thang!) had made me a lousy person >doWh!<

*when such deed made me forgot things which i madly, truly, deeply SHOULDN'T!

*niat aku baek..but when things go wrong,, for i'd lost my contact

*hate this!

*so bad..blaming no one but me

*gomenne okasan~ honto ni...=/

ketensionan kemelampauan kemelandaan

aku penat malam nie

rase nk melepak..hover² online

tp x dpt

frust giler!

modem aku

dak tu pakai

buat blog baru kunun

smpi aku pun diabaikn

huwargh! wase ati. sdey aku

tadop org nk wat geng kan? =(

nk wat omwork/study pom adop mood

geez!

but ironically, such feeling is just a total prank!
haha..tipu jer tu

takdew arh aku emo smpi wase ati camtu kot~
malah wase sgt best ley tlg ke arah kemajuan org laen nih..hahaz~
yeah..i'll grow to be ǝɹnʇɐɯɯı, ɥsıplıɥɔ n ʎsnol no more. . .ameen~

*congraz wat cu i atas penubuhan blog baru beliau n blog klas

*congraz gak kat beliau stelah berpenat lelah tackle aku tp last² tau address blog aku ni accidentally! =.= tak ley blah~

*congraz gak kat beliau krane tlah link kan aku dgn suksesnyer

*even sbnrnye aku x bg, cuz never had i any idea to publicise this bloggie>>seriously!

*kwan² aku ramy yg da matang da skang~ siap ber'blog'² gitu..err, does it mean to have a blog=matured? erk~

*lolz~ sjak bile lak aku rajin blogging nih? dah2..nk STUDY, STUDY, STUDY n stadoo~

Mampukah. . .

W(H)ELL COME BACK TO SCHOOL

over and over..
my pasts reviewed
searching for me
the true me

>>1 point

oh man!! my pointer dropped!!


irah,, u promised me half a year ago remember??!!!

i wanna see a PROGRESSION!!!!
but where the hell is ur eternally flamming ceaseless desire for medicine??!!!
n for ur commitment in study would never be an end???!!
this is so NOT THE IRAH I KNEW!!

and u promised!!!! now how could u betray me???!!!
if only i had a gun, definitely should i shoot u to death!!

now how the hell are you applying for ireland?

Sweet~ Mysterious n Speechless

I thought I only created this blog for me
Privately for me and no one but me
Coz I never yet announce it to anyone officially
Haha..feeling like desperate but what can I say?
Frankly, I'm quite shocked!
I haven't had any person recognising me on blogger and yet, this anonymous came.
Mysterious much!
Haven't known what he/she had done but it's sweet

And got me speechless. . .

Even, I didnt give any reply back (sorry about that) but
The good thing is I received it just on time when I feel like I need it.
Even, I didnt really know what I truely need at that very moment but
It's just simply ever so sweet..thanks, you deserve a compliment

Oh, how I feel like my blog is talking back to me!

Oh, this is so like a dream came true. . .=)

Dear Silantra~

i felt so obscure . . . =(

Actually. . .

Without really acknowledging why, I changed my layout. Irksome much perhaps. Nevertheless, I started missing Jigoku Shoujo – a uniquely peculiar previous skin of mine. Geez! The ‘so me’ image was so destructed by myself! Tak ley blah arr aku. (-_-“

Another big perhaps would be for I’m still searching for my true self. Yeah, frankly, I just finished a hospital attachment at HTAA as lately as a couple of days ago. Arguably, talking personally to countless highly professional respectable medical officers, consultants and specialists, you would doubt your medical path you are embarking on presently. One thing I was told, whatever personality you posses, should you never neglect the two vital words: passion and humble.

But the matter is I pathetically figured out that, an acquaintance of mine misjudged my behavior. I was reckoned being secretive and as quiet as a grave and even a bit arrogant yet discovered that I just one who can be talked with. Be humble – I try. Weirdo. It, most of the time, annoys and hurts to make assumption on what others think about us when judging the book by its cover is totally wrong. But people guess unstoppably. Irah, be strong my dear. Even life confuses it has to go on.

Credits goes to Khadijah for sharing me this: =]


FOR WE ALWAYS DESIRE TO HAVE PEACE IN LIFE

1. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
3. Sleep for 7 hours.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did in 2007..
7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.
8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
9. Dream more while you are awake.
10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
11. Drink plenty of water.
12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
13. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
14. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
15. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
16. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
17. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
18. Smile and laugh more.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
23. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. Don't compare your partner with others.
24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
25. Forgive everyone for everything.
26. What other people think of you is none of your business.
27. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
28. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. So stay in touch.
29. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
30. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
31. The best is yet to come.
32. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
33. Do the right thing!
34. Call your family often.
35. Your inner most is always happy. So be happy.
36. Each day give something good to others.
37. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
38. Please Forward this to everyone you care about.

'IF ONE CAN DO IT U TOO CAN DO IT, IF NONE CAN DO IT THEN U MUST DO IT'

Mid Sem 2 Break~*

hah! nk tulis pe nih? It has been a while since the last time I'm really writing stuffs in my blog. A lot of things to say yet so little words dangling in my irksome brain to express what I have in my mind. I was so like drafting a lot yet never been too close to posting *sigh~ a lot of them of CASs

Sunathon

I'm so dreadfully dead! Bet the first thing had ever struck my mind when I first read the sunathon was to melakukan perkara sunat beramai2. Man, i'm so hoping to top-up my deeds *grin~ Ironically, i misjudged the word. Now try treating it as what you thought on jogathon: berjogging beramai2. Got it? Oh, shoot me guys! Never in my worst nightmare had I ever wish to encounter this!! NOOoooOOO!!! I was to quit but forbidden. It is now or never. Signing up means do or die. DoWh!! (X_x)

apparatus and materials..hehs

posing with da screaming patientgambaran ke'hectic'an di sana


muka budak2 a.k.a patient yg sdang kecuakan
yeah! mandi ujan pili!!

papepun, undoubted that this is the real once in a life time experience. ye lah, imagine once you are an adult female doctor, surely you are so not into such thing aite? ni kecik2 tappe lagi. hehe..pengalaman~

Traditional Performance

Ahah! We the mentees of Teacher Mimi proudly present to you the Tarian Magunatip by the Sabahan Muruts!! Yik? Gosh, bet I haven’t yet copy the clip. =P pardon me. Still I’m so looking forward to posting it. Still, feeling grateful to actually won at least the third place not yet fades. Thanx mentees-mates! Luv ya lotz. =)

Medical Camp de Cameron Highland

This is the other one that money can’t buy. Personally, I think those who assume this effort to help those in need of medication a nerd deed, are highly in a big lost moreover if he/she is a doctor-wannabe. There are about 14 of MCB, a couple from MCS and others are of CUCMS. We were leaded by the Indian-Student-Chapter from the Medical School of Mangalore India and not forgetting our wise respectable mostly honourable Prof Dr Abdul Latiff. He was the one to diagnose unknown disease or health problem had by the patients. No doubt this camp is just simply unique as our target patients are actually the aborigines of Cameron Highland. Guess what, they didn’t live conveniently near the town or even the main road but far stranded up in the woods. Hiking up the hills is just a must in order to reach them. It was so exhausting to barely climb the slopes for about an hour from where we parked our vehicles. Sometimes magic happened that our passion is more determined than our hard works. Treating the natives to help to check for their blood pressure, glucose level, BOD, etc is much treasure. So~ doctor-wannabe-me! ^____^

Hahah, was so snapping mesmerizing pics with da RM25 once a life time camera. kamera pakai buang. I haven’t scanned any of the mesmerizing sceneries yet. Oh, they are with Cu-I! Huu, lupe nk amik. . . (>__<)

A Night in Isketambola

Haha. Another performance competition! It is way based on P Ramlee Musical Dramas. Hoho, we were so into dancing! P Ramlee fever for everybody! Lotta joy we had but haven’t received the copy of the video to post. *spoilt~ (X__x)

BufFDay BasH!!

Irah, dream off! It is your last teen gurl!! I enjoy being celebrated by my dearest classmates. Credits to Acam and class-rep and also Wawa for my second celebration,haha. DowH! I hate growing up. I found the punk-rock image suits me no more. I deadly miss speeding my bike. A universal 5-minutes-walking-to-and-from-school bet to be a culture shock to me. Being a hostelite seems to be my real turning point. But hey, should why I think it is the only me who’s struggling life when the fact that even others do? Maybe I just need to open up the part of me that wants to hide away. Yeah, *sigh~ I’m trying. . .

I’m so sorry for those kind-hearted readers who intended to willingly read my entry but have no idea what was I talking about. Actually they are just my precious pasts which are always been the furthest thing from myself. There are just loads to throw out here yet so little time did I have. Actually I just came back home from tahlil of my beloved allahyarhamah wan there in kT. And was initially planning on a family vacation to PJ, Johor this break (a to-be payback trip to Uncle Rosli – one who never being bored visiting our station). Unfortunately, my hospital attachment was postponed which made me able to join it. Mule2 tak jadi sbb clash ngan tahlil wan tp skang ade chance arr pulak. Ye la, dah kite yg call, yg tulis surat, jumpe cg n gak mintak permission, takkan lpas sume usaha tu last2 takmo buat plak. Guess I have a HA to be attend as early as 8 a.m tomorrow. haha, quite nervous. Yea, time for some rest aite? Wish me all the best for tomorrow. Oyasumi minna-san~

Have a Heart♥

Hospital Permai is a place to 'permai'kan its patient

this is what i call CAS..tonikaku, i'm speechless~
sebak di hati menyelubungi

hopefully the pictures speak well

our arrival


kami n pegawai2 kat sana

menjatuhkan gelas di ward P11 =P




landscape kat situ lawo2 kot..kalos kmb
a lil' snack n some tea

the patient?? humm, apparently their details are highly confidential
we played together, chatted on whatever, took a look at their crops..
hmmm, , , ~

Semester 1 Holiday Getaway

hi3..tgk ayah yg syik2 duk mikir sal stesen dye tu, lansum x expect yg kitorang ley spend bit tyme together2 release tensyen, n our hotspot diz tyme :

Sabah da Malaysian Borneo!

arriving at KKIA

haha..stunned! da morning was so fine and bright~
experiencing da creamy fluffy cloud really made me feel like living in da Care Bears Planet!
weehew~





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that evening, we rent two van and headed to Kundasang..i thought we were merely going there for a meal - (barbecued chicken wings~ yummy!!)
but hey, we were obviously viewing da spectacular scene of Mount Kinabalu!

it's spanking!!



eksyen yg blurr

malam tu fulLmooN..sgt la smart rupe gunung nie!!



ria yang anggun

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pagi tu tatau nk g ane..
then kitorang pun rase berangin le nk amik angin kat negeri bawah angin ni..hihi
so, Tanjung Aru selaku tempat dituju..

Ladies of Mesra E4



baju tu, angin tau yg jadi gitu tu..kikiki


hoho..rase2nye apekah reaksi bebudak bile cikgu2 nk anjurkan lawatan ke,, Muzium Negeri??
Borink arr cikgu! So driving me up da dinding! but since kitorang yang tak berapa nk budak mane nyh, agak bez arr beno nyer gi jalang2 Museum Sabah yang sememangnye munasabah dibina di sabah yang munasabah itu! tp, gempak muzium ganu ag kot..hak3

Big Mesra E4 Family


Giant Wakid


Giant Bryde's Whale Fossil

hmm, okeh2..beso gop arh muzium dey 'all sposen..kikiki

bosan2 round situ, meleret arr plak we all to da Filipino Market..sape2 fwen yg dapat souvenir aku tu, 'tembelang' ku pecah di sini..aku beli kat sini je thingy kiut miut tue..kannye wat sendiri pun..kekeke =P

muke kempunan kipas/air-cond =P

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next kitorang pun melencong la ke Jesselton tuk mengisi perut yg berkeroncong


Jesselton Point nih




sempat agy ria posing


Nasi Padang juadah tipikal tgh2 ari

irah nak nasi sparo je chop!



raja n ratu n santapan~

yeah~ bacalah bismillah sblom makan
tips of da day: if tercekik tyme makan, angkat ke dua2 belah tangan agar food swallowed will flow down smoothly --by Adik Aiman (tahfiz Kuantan)

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pssstt~ here's a secret, satu malam tu, mase watashi wa no kasan to toosan g wedding kat Tawau, aku n kak faira da kuar g CP! hik3..Mr X nye pasal la ni..kawen x ajak..aku frust n melayankan diriku ke mall yg ley dikatekan da biggest one kat KK currently


membeli belah tingkap di sini..=D
lekpun puah duk hotel tu..n lekpun parents tadop..kuang3



mase tue, mak n ayah n aunties n uncles pegi wedding ni..

smoga berbahagia Mr X..T__T


kitorang stay kat Hotel Promenade..besh gak..tol2 dpan pantai seh~
evrynite, ade concert kat depan hotel tu! mcm2 gerai bukak..org nege baju la, kanak2 maen playground belon la.. n part yg gempak, Faizal Tahir n Suki ade datang wat show..but da pelik bin hairannye, blum kol 10.30, pesta da reda..org pakat balik blake dos..sunyi jadi..

hihi..i njoyed my stay here ^_^

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da sampai Sabah, tak sah ler kalu tak menapak ke pulau2 Sabah yg tak terpulau mane kerane tidak dipulaukan itu
seperti pelancong biase, we charted a speed boats to:

Pulau Manukan to take a walk..enchanting~

speed-oo boat-oo~~

cantik gak sini..


Isle of Manutik where irah n ria baru mule nk main air..splashing~



and went to Pulau Sapi..snorkelling~


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sbg intihanya, do visit Malaysia n plz support our local products!

be proud! Malaysia mantap!

p/s: sowi if ter'rojak ayam'kan ayat..hu3
juz being da better me~ ^__^